ANGEL OF WRATH, by Bill Myers
Saturday - Will isn't the only preacher's kid in this story. Two of the key characters in the story are Thomas and Lisa Harmon. Thomas is the pastor of a church his father started. Lisa is a former FBI agent. Not only are they preacher's kids, but also the product of an abusive household. Rev. Richard Harmon was their father, and Lisa seems to have taken most of the abuse. The son, Thomas, seems to have followed, at least to some extent, in his abusive father's footsteps.
With each character there is a different story, a different lesson each must learn, or rather the same lesson from a different angle. Thomas, it seems, started out in the ministry with the right attitude and intentions, but we learn his heart has strayed. His love for the Lord has grown cold. He has allowed himself to become more concerned about the things that make up the local church than his own love for the Lord. This leads him down a path where he fantasizes about some things with one of the female workers in the church. Even though he doesn't do anything about it, well other than hang out with her more than is appropriate, it is something that causes the abuse from his father to continue on into his life and into his marriage. It becomes something that nullifies what he is doing as a minister. He needs to forgive and find forgiveness.
Lisa, on the other hand, was more directly abused by her father. She joins the FBI, but her marred character, complete with a severe anger problem, gets her thrown out. When she is pulled back into this case she shudders at having to face her father. She would rather face the killer, even this monster, than that. Unfortunately, or fortunately, depending on your point of view, she gets to collide with all three. She too must learn forgiveness in order to get on with her life, and she needs to realize that she isn't perfect either. One of the final scenes in the book is absolutely brilliant, as we see her finally coming to grips with reality and her Lord.
Now, are you and I any different than these preacher's kids? Have we allowed abusive behavior to cause us to become abusive? Where love is supposed to be, is there bitterness? One thing that this story points out is a truth I've learned long ago, when you fail to forgive, then you hold yourself, as well as the person who has wronged you, in bondage. There's not much God can do with you until you forgive. Now some of you will probably read this and say, "There is no way I am going to forgive so and so." This is your choice, but remember, if you want God to forgive you, you must forgive them. Jesus states this in what we call The Lord's Prayer, "Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." Unforgiveness isn't just wrong, it's stupid. Think about it. If not forgiving someone is going to cause you harm, then why would you do it? Wouldn't you rather forgive, and let God take care of the justice part? At least that way you would be free, you would be forgiven. But if you do not forgive, you will not be forgiven. That's not my word, that's God's Word on the subject. One day you will face yourself. What do you want to find, that you have no one to stand before God to defend you? that all your evil deeds will be displayed for all creation to see? or to have them eternally buried, washed away by the blood of Jesus? If you chose the latter then you need to exercise the same kind of love Jesus has shown to you. You and I do not deserve God's mercy, His love, His forgiveness, yet He gives it anyway. We should not ask whether a person deserves forgiveness, but what we can do in forgiving them that they would find that same forgiveness we have found in Christ.
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